Wednesday, December 16, 2009

exploration of a different kind.

So lately, whenever a certain subject comes up, I get tense. I don't want to talk about it. I feel awkward. And I have no idea why. It seems to me, that I should be cool, calm and collected and feel free to talk about this certain, je ne sais quoi... but a part of me immediately puts a fence up. Maybe I don't want to over share? Maybe I feel like it's too personal... or maybe there's something within me that I need to explore that has not been explored yet. Oh the levels of consciousness. Sigh.

So I'm taking my exploration, research and observations and turning them inward.

Maybe, just maybe, I'll have a moment of self-discovery.

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